Even an animal like yourself can make me feel like a monster.
I hate that I let you in .. desperate to be loved.
I allowed myself to believe you. Though you were clearly as fucked up as I am.
I could probably have still loved you .. but you were unable to come clean.
I'm nothing more then a tragedy that continues to breathe. A death waiting to happen.
Each year, I tell myself something will be different .. but nothing ever changes.
I'm still this lost soul. Betrayed by my own heart. For whom can I trust?
I'm fooled at every corner .. by the lies I have believed.
So go ahead .. take your turn .. take advantage of me.
I'm too empty to even bleed.