I went from confident & strong to weak & terrified.
From smiles to tears.
I lost my direction.
I lost my opinions.
I lost my reasons for being.
Can I be reborn?
Can I find peace?
Can this weight be lifted?
I'm sinking dear jesus .. I fear I'll drown.
But no one sees this tragedy ..
I've hid it from the world.
I guess one day they'll understand when I'm six feet underground.