Oblivion

I would like to find oblivion in sleep.
Cause the pain of losing you is far too deep ..
Searching for peace alone ..
I would like to forget you but your memory is haunting me ..
I see u when I close my eyes ..
I see you when I'm wide awake ..
The words to say escape me ..
My peace has been taken from me ..
Why must i suffer so much pain ..
How have I earned such shame ..
Cradled by a lullaby from a voice that haunts me ..
You taunt me with your ecstasy ..
Your memory is fatal ..
You do such evil by the touch of your hand ..
You woo me only to use me ..
Do not awake me ..
I long to find oblivion.