ALONE

I don't want to feel. I don't want to breathe. I just want to let go and fall into your eternity. Wherever that may be. But you're gone. Maybe you'll never return to me. Maybe you were never really mine. I allowed myself to let you in. A silly mistake I hear in the depths of my despair. This ache is too cold. I don't want to feel. I don't want to breathe. I'd like to call you and tell you I miss you. But these cracks can't be filled. So here I am .. once again. ALONE.