Balance

The invitation to give up on your dreams will always present itself when we experience pain, heartache, anger and disappointment. We fail to see these obstacles as teachers of wisdom, knowledge & insight, creating great fortitude within the human spirit. We short change our destiny by falling into fear. We assume these things happen to us, instead of happening for us. We dive into darkness with our eyes wide open, it's our way of rebelling from the light that we believe is hurting us. Friends, I have also walked in these shoes .. I have also awaken to the understanding that nothing can knock us off course unless we allow it to. So gather whatever is needed to sturdy yourself, but refuse to fall further then the last time ..... each time you get up, if you choose, you can fall a shorter distance, until falling is no longer a hinderance ... because you've learned how to balance yourself in the midst of your crisis. ♥

love

The truth is .. I haven't found someone that I could see myself marrying, that's why I'm still single .. not because I'm too picky. Once you truly know yourself .. you'll know what you desire in a partner / relationship. Finding the one you'll spend the rest of your life with is not something that should be RUSHED. Be patient, everything comes in it's perfect time. The sooner you work on YOU ... then sooner things will fall into place. Being a serial dater .. will not bring love faster ...... it will just bring more headache. Take the focus off of NEEDING someone ... and put the focus on being the someone you desire to attract .... LIKE ATTRACTS LIKE ..... if you don't like yourself ... how will you attract your partner?

all i know is .. i don't know 

Shine

I've had many failures, heartbreaks, oppositions, trials and struggles but none were powerful enough to convince me that I could not be successful, that I could not live out my dreams. I will fight till the good fight of faith has been completed. I will live every single one of my dreams out loud .. nothing and no one can stop me. If God be for you .. what man can successfully stand against you? I CONTINUE TO SHINE. xx

whole

you spill into me .. drowning my senses .. caressing my desires .. your words too sweet to let go .. i wait for you .. like a lingering distraction .. a constant calling from within .. like a vision to vivid to forget .. you taunt me .. both day & night .. i can't escape your powerful attraction .. i run but still you catch me .. my feet unable to grip the surface .. i'm frozen in the wake of your presence .. unable to speak .. angelic and meek .. i stand before you broken as you pick up each little piece .. how can you love me .. thru all my childish displays .. you polish what's been tarnished .. you carve your masterpiece .. i'm falling for you jesus .. like the lover of my soul .. take my broken pieces .. once again make me ...... whole

good-bye

The air is cool as I sit in stillness
The breeze reminds me of home
A long way from where I lay my head each night
But it wasn't always this way,  I wasn't always so far from you
Life wasn't always in shades of grey
I used to feel each movement of light
I used to watch for you
I forgot how to do that, as the years passed by
Maybe these trials were too much to bare
Maybe i doubted you loved me enough to lighten this load
Maybe i wasn't really looking for the answers i needed
Maybe i wanted what was never mine in the first place
If i never see you again
I'll leave the porch light on as a symbol of my love for you
So you will know if you ever pass by my door,  i'm still thinking of you
I love you enough to let you go
This is my good-bye to you

Some days ...